29 October 2006 @10:36 PM
at first when i just know him i tot he was not like those teacher or boss who shows favourtism or putting personal affair into serious work...but today..he changed my thinking...from today i could feel that he does show favourtism or putting a personal affair into serious work...feelings dun cheat...he is trying to hid it...but actions and words betrayed him...sum of my frens says,' no he does not show any favourtism to any students', another fren of mine from his words i knows that he feels that ,that so called "teacher" is baised...he was biased towards students who are betta...sum students who is not good in the things that he teach but is close with him privately in the lesson he shows favourtism...especially on the day when we are having test...it shows...i dun think he shows it in the marks la...hopefully not...but from other way...actions and words does betray ppl...even he can lied to us he can't lied to himself...at tyms his acting was good..but that was when he was in a important function party...etc la...other then tt his acting is kind of sucks...i dun noe is it because i can read ppl eyes or am i sensitive...from his actions or facial espression(ps dunnoe how to spell) i can see that he is hiding sumthing...and i even know what is he hiding... once i had ask him how he think abt me..his ans no comment...i dun believe it at all...i will only ask this kind of question when i sense sumthing not rite...like when i sense that u hate me or what i will then ask...from tt person answer i wun believe it totally i will observe how he treat me and how he treat other i then "judge" how much can i believe in ur words...like he say no comment...but i think in his heart he got alot...is just that he dun want to say it to hurt me...he is that kind of person who knows what to say and what not to...y the heck must he hid it from me...when he can't even lie to me...i was really wondering abt it...y... to all my frens...when i ask u for comment...no matter what just tell me how u think abt me...dun hid it from me...u hid it from me i will behave like what i always behave..if u tell me i will try to change or not behave in the way that u dun like...hiding any comment from me abt me...that does not do me good...if u treat me as fren be true to me, when i ask u what u think abt me...be true to me..tell me abt my good and bad...if i feel that u are lying..than i will leave u...u will realise that i wun tok to you..i wun smile at you when i saw u when u ask me any question i will just answer without expression...
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