25 May 2007 @7:13 PM
today..finally i passed out...but i really dun bare to leave...seeing all the things tat the juniors had done i find them really sweet la...sad that next yr it will closed down le..haix..feel so sad...but i miss the time we cheer we sang the songs and the time when we are so crazy...really...the juniors are really sweet they make cards for all of the senoirs they buy things for us they thanks us alot which i think i dun deserve any..really too sweet of them arh....love them so much..
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24 May 2007 @8:49 PM
wa kao today throw face throw till end le lar. i drop a bowl in sch. alamak. wanna digged a hole and go inside sia...T_T...hmm...after talking out my heart to sumone who i think is not safe to tell but yet i told she is standing on moii side, i feel so blessed to know her.
haix i dun understand my mum and the god that my mum asked when she was in malaysia. the god says that i am unfillial. k lor whateva lo. i wanna prove that the god isn't rite. i mean i think copmparing to how all my frens treat their mum or parent i dun think i am unfillial to my mum lo. ya i noe i always disapoint her in my studies and i am lazy to do housework but that does not mean i am not fillial. though i lazy to do but i still do at times rite. ya i shout or raise my voice at my mum but that isn't always, i mean ppl do have temper it does not mean that when a parent provoke their children the temper will disspaear. i dun even think i shout at my mum for even once o week i think one once or twice a month. does that means i am unfillial? then say what me and her nowdays like no talking alr, where got. i talked so much then say i nv talk. wa lao what is this. the one who nv talk is her. say like no topic between me and her, i mean 99 percent of the teenager does no have the same topic as the parent to talk abt. not as if they think in our way. they think in their way to us maybe is fun is cool but then to them is all bad how u expect us to communicate. now i am only 16 then u all alr think that i wun take care of u all in the future. wa lao what is this. i nv say anything rite. i also nv say wa old ppl so hard take care i dun want care le, if that is what u all think i am then how u explain abt grandma. i mean i dun scold my grandma, i did nopt treat her badly..in my point of view at least i dun beat her scold her or so. bcz of her i even learn hakka, if i dun like u think i will hold my grandma everywhere she go pour water for her make sure she drinks alot..etc meh..i really dun understand. ya cut apple for u and me but then i was hungry and u are busy to eat so i eat first got wrong meh when i think i will finish the apple i ask u if u feel like eating anot i cut for u then u say what the god say is rite. wa lao. i alr ask u want anot if u want I CUT FOR YOU then u sya the god is rite that means u are ssaying that cutting apple for u if u wan any is unfillial la. is it?
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23 May 2007 @7:16 PM
to kayya: thanks for all the waiting and grumble that u listened today and the food tt u recommanded. hopefully i dun become fat bcz of tt!!!
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22 May 2007 @7:18 PM
recently i really have a lot of things i am worried abt. maybe u can say it is unneceesary for me to worry abt sum of them but yet i still worried abt it. one of my biggest worry is caused by one consider my fren and the rest caused by sum stranger. these worries gifs me stress, i really feel the stress now. is nearer to the 'n' and yet i am still not studying, even i studied my results was just so so as for my mid yr..it is really suckes. too sucks to think abt passing my n. abt my hapkido, k...really a lot of things happened and now i dunnoe what to do. without the trainings i feel a bit uneasy as there is no more tuough physical training. since my muscles are trained up and the often work out i used to have, without the training i feel sumthing missing. but i am simply too lazy to work..haha. i wonder what will they say abt in the nxt meeting. haix. vexed..what should i do? my worries grew each day especially the one which is caused by a considered fren. as for the stranger that one...er..currently no news abt it, hopefully everything is okay. heard that is under control, anyway if the thing went worst, i wonder who suffered the most. is it me or is it my parents? dunnoe la..as for my n lvl..no matter what is still easier then o lvl paper so hopefully and i think things can proceed smoothly. arsh..stressed....
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20 May 2007 @8:02 PM
look at the time now is alr 8+ and i haven eat my dinner...arh..so hungry laar...i dun haf a proper lunch and now haven eat...me this pig starvin....suddenly my shedule like so packed...bcz i want go out...haha...my ear had just suffered from 5+ to 7+from 5+ to 6+ i was nag of household chores...say that i nv swep the floor which i just did...say i dun keep my things..k that one i got nth to say...say i got nth to do everything take out all the clothes from cupboard then nv put back..pls lar...nid alot of time to clear u noe..i must see which i cannot wear or i alr dun like then changed and see how to gruop it and so on then u expect me to do that all in one day? hello i got four cupboard of clothes leh..i am not superwoman...from 6+ to 7+ i was nag for being lazy is abt the same thing la..then i was talking to my fren then interupt....wa..i want die alr...then they talk so loud i thunk neighbour dunnoe tot we quarrel..later they talk abt the wires and so on....so loudly...just kill me man..wait for my dinner wait untill...zzzz...sian tml mum not working my swensen gone to drain pushed to wed....sob...yuppy...finally can go eat liao..bye bye...piggy go eat..
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19 May 2007 @1:14 PM
i had changed my blogskins!!! and what makes me so excited is that i changed the blogskin MYSELF!!!! first tym i change my own blogskin. without asking anyone...hahaha..so happy..edited alot of things...cool..i find the blogskin style...kind of special and original...hehe...i am a director now...lol..finally i had learnt to change blogskin without askin any one...haha..damm happy lar...hmm today sat..very bored at home..nv go out today..sian...so wanted to clear my cupboard de...bcz it really looks...er...kinda of messy...but just eaten lazy move so sit infront of the com and move my fingers..haha...abt the clothes...now is all around the bed..later still must clear it..-_-..the clearin will take place after i digested...haha..today post kinda lame..but i think my frens...er...i dunnoe..any comments abt my post and blogskin tag me!!! waiting for sum shows...which will only played at 5....arhhh...so bored!!!
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18 May 2007 @6:56 PM
first in the morning go sch lo...what more...then had borin lessons...bcz is after exams le ma..so like most of us no mood to study only slack mood. afetr sch went to hawker with mel and for my lunch i ate one and a half ice kancang...the another half thanks to mel lo..she la after two chicken wing say thirsty want eat dessert say cannot finish want me share with her..so...one and a half ice kacang for lunch..mel deeply fell in love with the chicken wing..she even told others during the guides...lol...nice jiu nice lor..must let the whole world noe meh..and the thing is that she is telling others that she just ate two FRIED CHICKEN WINGS...haha...that was oily k..so after we eat go guides lo...what more..during the guides the first part we played a game call....dunnoe what...it goes like one person haf to act the rest haf to guess what the person is trying to show and stupidly i got handsome boy..wa lao..whole room no boy how to show boy?? that is as good as killing la..bcz i cracked my brain to think h0w to show a boy!!! now my brain cells half dead le..sob..no brain cells no life..haha...after the game we played musical chairs..haha.it was funny..we are supposed to dance those who did not dance will be draw using markers on the face!!! wa...then i nv dance so i was drawn...sob..but only one dot lar..later the person who drew got molested by me...hahahaha...in the end i still lost the game...and ppl who lose haf to be drawn but on the hand...heng arh....cannot draw face lar...or not later got pimple the guides haf to do facial for us...lastly the cheers...it was the last second meeting for the seniors...but we did not cheer our loudest...sad to say that but no matter what i still a bit dun bear to leave...
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14 May 2007 @4:09 PM
back blogging!!!
hapkido. k i will start with hapkido. i have been learning hapkido since last yr and now i am blue belt. i am not able to continue my training anymore, as something has happen. the sch has stopped our training as they are concern of the students safety, so the principal actually called up our parents and informed them that the sch has stop the trainings. if we want to continue training from our master we must have permission from our parent, sadly my parent says no. rmb that there is a point of time when i tot of quiting due to sum unhappness but now i really dun bare to leave. no matter what i have been training for quit a period of time, my muscles has firmed and built up, if i stop this training my muscles will became flabbly. so it means i have to train myself in order to keep up my muscles la. sob.
friends. k..erm...abt friends..ytd one of my
old friend actually messaged me and ask me how am i, why is it that i am not with them during recess. and i lied to her from my heart. k. abt one month ago mel has actually break my heart, i knew that was her who prefer the new and forgets the old. ya she is that type. one day she really pangseh me la. haiya, dun wan say so much abt it la. say abt the other three friends. k abt the three of them i am really angry thus i decided to ignore them. that was long ago la. but i still sit with them during recess just that i dun really talk to them, after mel pangseh me that day i strongly decided that i will leave them. since that three alr nv treat me as part of their friend so i dun see the reason of me staying with them anymore as for mel, at that poin of time i am seriously angry and at the same time i found new friend thus i accompany my new friends and nv wanted to talk to them.. not long later mel realised that i have been ignoring her and she roughly noe the reason so we sort things out so things gets betta, abt that three...forget it...i given up on them alr..
they are alr out of my friend list..hng..
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sumthing bad happen today. and it really makes me worry. only
someone knows abt it. another sad thing is my results lo...my results really sucks la....last last thu i was sick till last mon, so i did not study and flopped my paper. worst is my eng paper. it was the first paper on monday, and monday..omg
..i experienced sumthing which i nv...i almost fainted...i could not stand...so sickly i walked to sch and weakly stand at the parade square finally cannot stand anymore and use my fren for support. first time a suddenly blackout..really blackout..so sickly i took my eng paper and i am not able to concentrate on the passage, all i was thinking is to slp..so..after reading that two passage i try to do sum qustion and leave my summary blank. for cloze passage just answer sum of them, i dun wnat my brain cells to die.
sum brain cells is needed for survival. so today
when the teacher return my paper his face was black, he say he don't know what happen to me..lols..i also nv explain...and for my
maths my
teacher say actually i can do betta..i also noe careless mistake mar...haiya...so fair up la..but paper two flop lar...for
bio...my
teacher said the same..she say i am quit smart the result i got should not be this i was like orh...i didn't study much for bio...as for that test i just recover so i only study a bit...for my geo..k...got nth to say la...
for the map i cannot see the sugar cane plantation at all...and today the teacher say it is very faint...so only few of them wrote sumthing abt the question...so cannot do then the rest dunnoe why so low marks...sob...my physics arh...haiya just passed..alamak...then my chinese flopped lar...i think all the teachers was dissapointed in me as my result actually not bad drop until hopeless state...i also sad..but i was too sick to study..all i do from thu to mon is to slp, i nv even really eat. after that experience from almost faint i promised that i will eat, i nv eat is not bcz i want lost weight but bcz i was sick thus no appetite to eat so eat very little.who noes still faint...-.-...now is the end of term two thus my guides is abt to end too...so good for me lo...finally end..howeva as a human i will still miss the times the guides spent together..one of my tution has stopped for the term and another has combined from two days to one day tution..and now my time table is sooooo free la...mon to fri i nid to study sun tution and that's all!!!! i have been going out for the past few months sat..and recently i knew sum new frens..and i spent really alot after knowing them...they damm good at going out and play la..now bankrupt alr...so planning to work in the holiday to earn money and spent!!! haha..'n' lvl no nid study as much as those 'o' so i think can afford the time to work..the most i study wheneva i can lo..work hard...sure can pass..abt getting top...er....see abt it first ba...
there is sumone i feel like slapping her...seriously...hng..stop being big mouth or not.....
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