08 September 2007 @7:07 PM
lol...today played audition for the whole day...to be exact is 3/4 of thu whole day of fri and sat...so i played audititon alot..lol...well i am so bored at home tt i sit infront of the com for whole day play.
today was the first time i play couple dance..i couple with one of the guy. well as it was the first time i wasn't familiar to the format so missed alot...then sumone ask if she could couple with my couple next round..so i say yes...while she was playing with that guy i was watching....looking at the dance sumhow i feel disgusted, and the worst is i went to throw...
just can't stand it so disgusted...hair all stand le...brr....i know is weird as it is just a couple dance in a game...but i also dunnoe why it seems so disgusted....brr
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05 September 2007 @8:39 PM
on tuesday i took my chinese n lvl listening compre...came across this passage...i find it so familar and i realised it is describing ppl like me.....
this passage is abt this child brought a handphone for his mum gave her the instruction book...few days later..the mum called the child and say that the words is too small and she still does not know how to use the sms function. on the day when the child went home he said, u can't even understand such a simple thing! the mum put down the phone and went to prepare meals for him. the mum was cooking his favourite stem fish, so he went to kitchen wanted to learn, took out the notebook and jot down the important points while the mum is teaching pointing out missing points in his notebook...teaching him so heartly. at a sudden he felt so bad..he messaged his mum saying sorry ma abt my attitude just now.
this story seems like me. everytime when i don't know how to read or do the chinese, i only have to call my mum for help and she will teach me showing patience but when she ask me to teach her english, i showed my impatience and continuing to play my games. i felt so bad..but what has been done is done..now she is going to pass up her paper le..haix...shouldn't have played my game rite..
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01 September 2007 @2:44 PM
i had friend who is 18 this yr. she is quite close to me...so to blog abt her today i sumhow actually feel bad but i really cannot stand her.
though she is 18 but the way she talk is definetly dun sound like an 18 yr old girl..in fact to be true i think i am more mature then her..she often likes to scold me or just say things that are not nice and the worst is the way she say it is like...er...i can't stand it. she is now working, but i see the way she treat her job and her life i find it terrible. obviously she is not treating her job seriously. two days ago she actually called me and said sum of the things in her job. one of it is that she told me that she was scolded by her collegue( sumone working with her, not sure is it the right word). the collegue scold her saying that u are always not serious in ur work all u think abt is play play play etc..i was like she derserve the scold..u are now working and u dun treat ur work seriously dun u think u deserve to be scolded?
recently she had ended a relationship..see the way she treat her relationship i really shook head arh..i mean afterall is juat a guy. he want stead with u but duncare u then u just break up and dun think abt it anymore la. why should u cry over him, affect ur emotion for days. i mean is just a guy.
u like to scold me..that day still scold me saying i stupid say i dunnoe how to organize the outing everything..but have u ever thought that if i organize it like that way u said how would the person feel. HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT OF ANOT! what i care is the person's feeling not the outing! for what u organize the outing perfectly but in the end he person not happy. just put urself in that person's position if u are being bluffed the way out will u be happy anot won't u be angry. i mean no one likes to be lied right! want scold me stupid then of course i can scold u brainless and feelingless. you had nv thought of ppl's feeling when u doing ur things! and u dare to scold me stupid or not mature and everything?! what is this. can't u made ur plan better by sparing a thought for that person at eh same time making the outing perfect? can't think of?!
you say in the future if ur bf wants to propose to u must gif u surprise, and very wonderland that type u will then accept. what is this. i suppose u want to married the person is because u love the person and u wanna saty with him for the rest of ur life and not bcz he gave u surprise and so on. u mean if he did not gif u surprise u won't marry him? or worst stop loving him. isn't this childish. even a simple propose but with a sincere heart dun u think is even better? i really dunnoe what to say abt this girl!
sry for not blogging for so long. finally i have sumthing to say! can't stand this girl.
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