15 November 2007 @2:59 PM
haha..times flys fast...it has been month since i blog...well..for the past few weeks i am tied up with work thus nv blog...=). after experencing working i made a decision...if i manged to pass my n lvl i will definetly go sec five and chiong my studies....i would nv want to work again..
when i started working, for the information i am working in a service line i was mentally stressed up by my manager damm stressed up...as times goes by when my manger teaches me more things i was afraid tt i did it wrongly and so on..it was stressful...i wanted to quit my job just the first day i started working...even until now i still gets scoldings at times...as they will say u work how long liao thiese things u still dun noe all this bla bla bla...
everything changes in every min so does a day.. now in the past few weeks lots of things had changed. basically everything. un noticingly, unbelieveingly me and him had been a month plus..wat a joke...when i recall back how me and him started nv had i tot that we could even last for a month yet now near two moneths le..lame sia..haha..
in work in realtionship in exams and everything i learnt one thing and confirmed it tt everything starts off hard...it was tough when i started working i was mentally stress up, very scared of manger and everything but now i was coping fairly well with it...in this job i learnt alot and i knew tt afterall i was still young i wasn't mature at all yet not at all...i am just a child still...only after i started working i realsied how much things i had not learnt and how much thing actually i think i can do well but i can't at all..everything is easier than say. haix...
when i started my realstionship..hng it was a total mess la. can't imagine how i manged to pass through those days..8 more days..two months...so fast..did realised... before i went into a realationship i tot i would care abt the person at all and so on bla bla bla when i went into i then realised i was total wrong..wateva i think i am i am not when it come to fact..haix...now i wonder how long can we last...hmm no idea...
after these few weeks after going through so many things i decided walk one step see one step...in chinese we say zhou yi bu kan yi bu...as wateva u think u would do when it comes to real fact u will not do it tt way..so everything waits to tt min tt thing happen u would then noe how u would react. u would nv noe how u will react until things really happened..
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