23 October 2006 @12:42 PM
HMPH...I HATE HIM IA M ANGRY WITH HIM..HMPH...
i say i am one sided love and is hurting me he knew it...he say it wasn't a one sided love, is i reject it...he say i was the one who say i am not game for it...not he who say dun want me...so what if i am really his stead? he wun care for me either...all along things have been proving to me that he dun really care that much...as i said b4 y is it that whenever i was abt to gif him up and almost forgets abt him he msn me...wat the heck he cum and scold me..for what...he say i was the one who reject his love oh pls..even if i accept i dun see that he would care for me i would see his love towards me...all along in his life he was a playboy..how the heck u expect me to believe him? from all his actions that i saw with my own eyes i dun see and concern from him to me...no matter where i just could see that he is concerning otehr ppl more then me...so what the heck if am his stead...wouldn't it be tired if were to say i want to stead with him but cannot let ither ppl know? why should i choose this way when i haf other wayt o get close with him...every tym when i see him i just feel as though he dun concern me as much as other ppl...with this kind of feeling how the heck am i going to stead with him with i dun feel secure? thining of it it's really boiling my blood...hmph..he say is not a one sided love...does he mean he love me? hng..impossible...i dun feel that he is loving me...NOT AT ALL...not even a little bit of his love that i feel...if he wants to let me know thatr i am not a one sided love then show it to me that he love me...no matter what actions still speaks louder then words...but the way he prove that he love a person...haix...really not game for it...y can't he just show his love towards me by concerning and caring me and so on...since he say ia m not one sided love... never had i really feel happy infront of him...at least not in my memory...all the memory that he gave is sadness...none is happy...i feel so uneasy being infront of him...nv he had cheered me up b4..NEVER...how the heck am i going to go stead with a person whos heart isn't with me, who i dun feel comfortable with, who is not able to cheer me up, who i think i am not able to rely on his shoulder when i am sad...how am i going to stead with this kind of person...hmph...haiya dun tok abt him le lar...really makes my blood boils...still say i am not one sided love....THEN PROVE IT TO ME LAR....tok so much also no use...hmph...
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