04 November 2006 @12:00 PM
i am scare....nowadays i feel as though i am weaker each day...my body start to here pain there pain...especially my left hand...alot of problem these few days...first is the injured tumb, then the vein kind of the vein lar...when i snap my hand is veri pain...now at the wrist can feel that one of the vein cock up...now my left hand everything also have...injured tumb,vein prob and cocked up vein..all so pain...also dunnoe what happen to my neck or the shoulder it has been pain for few days le...no matter how i massage is still pain...today when i just wake up the moment my head leaves my bed my neck pain like hell....i am really scare...i am scare sumthing wrong with my body...sum other part of the body cause all this pain...but i am not able to tell my parent...if sumthing wrong with my body then i really dunnoe what am i going to do...is like i am only 15 if sumthing wrong with my health then i haf to suffer for the rest of my life...oh i left out my ankle...my ankle dunnot noe what happen to the joint like very tied like tt...wa...my body all problem now...scasre sia...really scare about my health..haix...how i wish there would be a machine that could test out how good ur health is...anything wrong with the bones, internal organs and so on..after scanning if any part of the body haf any high risk of any sickness then they tell us how to prevent it or how to make it up...how i really wish there is this kind of machine...so that i could noe how well is my body and so...haix...why my family dun haf the pratice of having constant whole health check...haix...now i just hope nothing happen to my health....
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