20 December 2006 @3:07 PM
i want to cry!!!! i want to cry out my heart...i want to cry out the pain from my heart...but i just couldn't..i want to cry out loud but then tears just dun roll down..the pain in my heart is making me feeling moody and sad...i am not able to slp...it sort of too sad to sleep..hmm...recently my master just thought us how to prank ppl..especially on their birthday and today is my fren birthday i could prank her last nite since i couldn't slp...but i was so moody that i forgotten..lucky i got put it in my calender or not later she kill me...today early in the morning i was waken up by the alarm which is set to remind me is my fren birthday..after wishing her happy birthday i get prepared and go training..today learn knife techniques..and i made my master angry..wa kao si bei scary...my heart almost jumped out man...haix..through out the training my gastric pain like hell..from ytd alr pain quite long leh..and today..kao...scare later got what disease sia...touch wood...haha..then in the training we pratice blocking from sunday and monday training i got a super big blue black and alot of small blue black all over my hand...its a length of my pinky finger and the breath of two parts of my pinky finger..is so big lar...and is super pain...then today got phobia of doing the training liao...then master say 'oh one more thing, try to get a hand pad or not u will have blue black on ur hand later like sharon like that blue black all over'...those who alr know my hand has a big blue black they laughed i also la...then those who dunnoe dunnoe what happen...haha...then the guy behind ask what happen then i show him he got a shock...haha...bcz the blue black is simply too big and still got medium and small ...wa all over sia..summore swollen...wa kao...pain sia...but it look like birth mark lar...
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