14 December 2006 @3:24 PM
i feel so sad...sob sob sob...i feel as though i am fated not able to be a fans of any celebrity..sob sob sob...whenever i like one celebrity i will feel scare at and also will feel like crying any moment..i will look like a crazy person...from every show that i watched from youtube will will just like any actor in the show and i will just go crazy abt it...and now not even from the youtube from the tv..haix..recently just found out that i like SHOW..sia la..i like his character..i like him being so friendly so social to his fans club and so..so cheerful so cute..and also so caring to the gals..he was said to be da nan ren bcz he over protect gals..haix..i just starting to like him la...and now i feel scare to like bcz of my mental problem..haix..i wonder why would i feel scare when i like celebrity...i think no one in this earth could explain this to me...and i think i am the only one in this earth who will feel scare and will feel like crying any moment when i am a fans of any celebrity..haix..why sia..i haven really really like SHOW i alr feel kinda scare alr..why why why...who the hell can explain to me man...haix..is it bcz i am fated not able to be a fans of any celebrity...sob sob..-----------------------------------------------------hng..i hate my bone structure...it makes me look so big size..juz bcz i got big bone..hng..my shoulder so wide sia..simply hate it so much...haix
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