12 January 2007 @7:51 PM
haix sch started few days already..seeing the time table wa mon tue and thu haf to study till 4...but then in between got break la...then today ms lai our physic teacher say this coming thu got test then got supplementry la...so for that day i got no break in between bcz i am hafing my english supplementry for that day de break...actually eng supplementry is on monday but then dun noe why de teacher put thusday since he put that day then that day lor...for those who pass de physic can dun go supplementry...but for those who fail haf to..dunnoe can pass anot leh..but i must pass la...scare sia...all i am doing nowadays is just revision..pratice all my maths...pratice and learn maths like hell sia...nv stop doing...just to think back last yr how much i hate maths...how i wish that the maths teacher is always absent...but for this yr dunnoe why i suddenly like to do maths and is do non stop de lor..i even requested for a longer tution for maths in the past i dun even feel like going la...what a great change...haix...in the past i dun even think when the remedial was own choice one i dun even think i will go lor...or i will only go when my frens are going but then this yr..when the teacher asked abt going to de remedial even my fren not going i still went..lols..what happen to me man...then for the physic in the past i dun even study and look at it now..i even buy de notes book to study...diao???? for de DnT in the past i slack one whole yr also nv do de foilo then for this yr leh..wa...the moment that teacher ask us do i will do...and do my every best...decorate it and so...thinking hard abt what i want to design..bla bla bla...the rest still de same lar...lols...what happen to me arh..change until so much...is 180 degree change..sia la...kanna spelled is it..lols..rubbish...nowadays after sch i go home i bath and eat or rest a while then i start doing maths...even it is not a hmwk...then for hmwk leh sure do like that...diao what happen to me...hmm..i am going to rely on my maths tutor and not my teacher...ya he teach in simple english easy understand..but i just feel that i am angry with him and i dun wish to ask him any questions even i dunnoe...just an anger from me to him....then for my physic i think i haf to memorized one page per day lor...no choice...ppl got nine months me got eight months...i really change so bad...and now i feel tired..really tired..other then studies the rest i really wish and hope that i can throw one side...like guides and hapkido i want to pause it...i am really tired...really i wnat a break...since the start of dec i nv had really rest...almost everyday training...plus all those last min guides meeting..and tutions...since then i was busy so till now i am tired..i am busy for one month i nid a break...but how to even my weekend i am also not free..sian..weekend=tution day..haha...sunday=study day...
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