13 February 2007 @4:30 PM
hmm this week i am quite busy..actually i think is from the start of the yr i am alr that busy le ba but then is just that recently got more test then i more chiong then more tired and that is the reason why i feel that i am more busy...bte not only in my studies i chiong and also in my hapkido that thing that i actaully wanted to give up...i am taking it back i am going to chiong it too..but then how is it going to go tat one i will see abt it...probably i am going back to the sunday training and then maybe more training the thing is that in the sch training i wislack abit..dunne why but then just slack after knowing how to do the technique for that day i will jalan in the whole hall then do my thing..but now see first lor...try not to slack la..but then want me to do one technique for a long time i will feel bored also...but then in the past i got sumone to joke with like add a bit of scenario in the stances and is fun but then for now...er...quite hard lar...bcz all my fren all gone then the most important partner also gone...without her i very hard to train...bcz all scare being throw only her...all scare pain except her....that is the reason why i hardly concentrate on the saem technique for a long period of time without her...so now i abit slack le lor..sad that she is not cuming anymore not bcz she gave up is bcz of sum other reason...two days ago that sunday i went for that training and all i can say is crazy...k the thing is like that de..to hear what u are going to do for that day u will say wa kao...tehn when u do u will say san zhi jin(vulgur) sumtimes lar...at least complains...after u do after ur pain gone u will find it COOL...that is the thing...u will feel so bcz u had accomplished sumthing that u thing is crazy...hmm...in the training i earned two blue black bcz i fell down while jumping up the stairs...good lor...fell down from stairs but the surprise thing is that no scratches only pain and blue black...haha...heng arh...until today my whole body still ache...especially my leg...i walk like pai ka like that...a lame person...love this kind of pain, love this kind of crazy training...but love with a type of fear and hate in it...nowadays long long blog one tym...bcz got no tym..this kind of training is a bit like self toture sia..but is cool..haha
♥ every page of my imagination