17 February 2007 @2:23 AM
why why why..why did u leave me just like that...new yr eve leh..u just leave me like that...u leave in such a painful manner which breaks my heart simply so much...can't u just leave peacefully? u left me in the middle of the nite...u left me in the yr of pig...u just left me just like that...u left me with ur eyes open...what is the thing that u regret??is there anything that u wanted us to know? i regret for not bring u to the vet, i regret spending too little tym with u, i regret i not knwing u well i regret i regret i really regret but do u haf to leave me just like that...is it a fate that today i reach home early so that i could see u more. at first i tot u was okay since u could still walk..but then what happen out of a sudden...i bet everyone is waiting to play with u this yr but u just left like that...why? after the yr of dog u left, u survived last yr just bcz last yr is ur yr? and this yr is not? u r the best dog that i ever kept, u r cute, u r obedient though at times u r naughty and make us angry but also not often what...u r popluar in this area u are loved by alot of ppl...why did u just leave like that..i dun think u are that old till the sense that u are leaving at ur age...dun u think u r leaving too early...what makes u leave so painfully? now u left me...no one is going to watch me eat anymore, no one is going to welcome me when i outsid of the door, no one for me to hug, no one for me to play with, no one accompany when i am lonely.no one is waiting for me to go home anymore..not anymore...u hate me rite...u hate me for not taking care of u well rite...thinking back abt two days ago u slept with me snatch my bed...what is all this action of urs? u know u going to leave me alr and u just want to stay with me longer? u left me with all the memories...laughter of my family, anger when u are naughty...irritated when u prank with us...not anymore...memories is history,it is not gonna going to happen again...u are the only dog that left me...the rest of the dog that i used to haf either went missing or given away..u are the only dog which left infront of me..u died so painfully...making me feel so bad...though ur ex owner feels that u left bcz of ur old age..but is that the truth...could u tell me? in the past two yr i am alr used to it by going pet shops just for u, i am used to it calling for u everyday i reach home...i am used to it hugging u and now u want me to change back to the life without u? at times u disturb me when i am slping, u wake my family up in the weekend morning...no one is gonna do that anymoreno more life with u..now i ahf to adapt the life without u...T_T i caused her to die so soon...if only i care abt her more she wouldn't leave me this early...
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