14 May 2007 @4:09 PM
back blogging!!!
hapkido. k i will start with hapkido. i have been learning hapkido since last yr and now i am blue belt. i am not able to continue my training anymore, as something has happen. the sch has stopped our training as they are concern of the students safety, so the principal actually called up our parents and informed them that the sch has stop the trainings. if we want to continue training from our master we must have permission from our parent, sadly my parent says no. rmb that there is a point of time when i tot of quiting due to sum unhappness but now i really dun bare to leave. no matter what i have been training for quit a period of time, my muscles has firmed and built up, if i stop this training my muscles will became flabbly. so it means i have to train myself in order to keep up my muscles la. sob.
friends. k..erm...abt friends..ytd one of my
old friend actually messaged me and ask me how am i, why is it that i am not with them during recess. and i lied to her from my heart. k. abt one month ago mel has actually break my heart, i knew that was her who prefer the new and forgets the old. ya she is that type. one day she really pangseh me la. haiya, dun wan say so much abt it la. say abt the other three friends. k abt the three of them i am really angry thus i decided to ignore them. that was long ago la. but i still sit with them during recess just that i dun really talk to them, after mel pangseh me that day i strongly decided that i will leave them. since that three alr nv treat me as part of their friend so i dun see the reason of me staying with them anymore as for mel, at that poin of time i am seriously angry and at the same time i found new friend thus i accompany my new friends and nv wanted to talk to them.. not long later mel realised that i have been ignoring her and she roughly noe the reason so we sort things out so things gets betta, abt that three...forget it...i given up on them alr..
they are alr out of my friend list..hng..
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sumthing bad happen today. and it really makes me worry. only
someone knows abt it. another sad thing is my results lo...my results really sucks la....last last thu i was sick till last mon, so i did not study and flopped my paper. worst is my eng paper. it was the first paper on monday, and monday..omg
..i experienced sumthing which i nv...i almost fainted...i could not stand...so sickly i walked to sch and weakly stand at the parade square finally cannot stand anymore and use my fren for support. first time a suddenly blackout..really blackout..so sickly i took my eng paper and i am not able to concentrate on the passage, all i was thinking is to slp..so..after reading that two passage i try to do sum qustion and leave my summary blank. for cloze passage just answer sum of them, i dun wnat my brain cells to die.
sum brain cells is needed for survival. so today
when the teacher return my paper his face was black, he say he don't know what happen to me..lols..i also nv explain...and for my
maths my
teacher say actually i can do betta..i also noe careless mistake mar...haiya...so fair up la..but paper two flop lar...for
bio...my
teacher said the same..she say i am quit smart the result i got should not be this i was like orh...i didn't study much for bio...as for that test i just recover so i only study a bit...for my geo..k...got nth to say la...
for the map i cannot see the sugar cane plantation at all...and today the teacher say it is very faint...so only few of them wrote sumthing abt the question...so cannot do then the rest dunnoe why so low marks...sob...my physics arh...haiya just passed..alamak...then my chinese flopped lar...i think all the teachers was dissapointed in me as my result actually not bad drop until hopeless state...i also sad..but i was too sick to study..all i do from thu to mon is to slp, i nv even really eat. after that experience from almost faint i promised that i will eat, i nv eat is not bcz i want lost weight but bcz i was sick thus no appetite to eat so eat very little.who noes still faint...-.-...now is the end of term two thus my guides is abt to end too...so good for me lo...finally end..howeva as a human i will still miss the times the guides spent together..one of my tution has stopped for the term and another has combined from two days to one day tution..and now my time table is sooooo free la...mon to fri i nid to study sun tution and that's all!!!! i have been going out for the past few months sat..and recently i knew sum new frens..and i spent really alot after knowing them...they damm good at going out and play la..now bankrupt alr...so planning to work in the holiday to earn money and spent!!! haha..'n' lvl no nid study as much as those 'o' so i think can afford the time to work..the most i study wheneva i can lo..work hard...sure can pass..abt getting top...er....see abt it first ba...
there is sumone i feel like slapping her...seriously...hng..stop being big mouth or not.....