22 May 2007 @7:18 PM
recently i really have a lot of things i am worried abt. maybe u can say it is unneceesary for me to worry abt sum of them but yet i still worried abt it. one of my biggest worry is caused by one consider my fren and the rest caused by sum stranger. these worries gifs me stress, i really feel the stress now. is nearer to the 'n' and yet i am still not studying, even i studied my results was just so so as for my mid yr..it is really suckes. too sucks to think abt passing my n. abt my hapkido, k...really a lot of things happened and now i dunnoe what to do. without the trainings i feel a bit uneasy as there is no more tuough physical training. since my muscles are trained up and the often work out i used to have, without the training i feel sumthing missing. but i am simply too lazy to work..haha. i wonder what will they say abt in the nxt meeting. haix. vexed..what should i do? my worries grew each day especially the one which is caused by a considered fren. as for the stranger that one...er..currently no news abt it, hopefully everything is okay. heard that is under control, anyway if the thing went worst, i wonder who suffered the most. is it me or is it my parents? dunnoe la..as for my n lvl..no matter what is still easier then o lvl paper so hopefully and i think things can proceed smoothly. arsh..stressed....
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