24 May 2007 @8:49 PM
wa kao today throw face throw till end le lar. i drop a bowl in sch. alamak. wanna digged a hole and go inside sia...T_T...hmm...after talking out my heart to sumone who i think is not safe to tell but yet i told she is standing on moii side, i feel so blessed to know her.
haix i dun understand my mum and the god that my mum asked when she was in malaysia. the god says that i am unfillial. k lor whateva lo. i wanna prove that the god isn't rite. i mean i think copmparing to how all my frens treat their mum or parent i dun think i am unfillial to my mum lo. ya i noe i always disapoint her in my studies and i am lazy to do housework but that does not mean i am not fillial. though i lazy to do but i still do at times rite. ya i shout or raise my voice at my mum but that isn't always, i mean ppl do have temper it does not mean that when a parent provoke their children the temper will disspaear. i dun even think i shout at my mum for even once o week i think one once or twice a month. does that means i am unfillial? then say what me and her nowdays like no talking alr, where got. i talked so much then say i nv talk. wa lao what is this. the one who nv talk is her. say like no topic between me and her, i mean 99 percent of the teenager does no have the same topic as the parent to talk abt. not as if they think in our way. they think in their way to us maybe is fun is cool but then to them is all bad how u expect us to communicate. now i am only 16 then u all alr think that i wun take care of u all in the future. wa lao what is this. i nv say anything rite. i also nv say wa old ppl so hard take care i dun want care le, if that is what u all think i am then how u explain abt grandma. i mean i dun scold my grandma, i did nopt treat her badly..in my point of view at least i dun beat her scold her or so. bcz of her i even learn hakka, if i dun like u think i will hold my grandma everywhere she go pour water for her make sure she drinks alot..etc meh..i really dun understand. ya cut apple for u and me but then i was hungry and u are busy to eat so i eat first got wrong meh when i think i will finish the apple i ask u if u feel like eating anot i cut for u then u say what the god say is rite. wa lao. i alr ask u want anot if u want I CUT FOR YOU then u sya the god is rite that means u are ssaying that cutting apple for u if u wan any is unfillial la. is it?
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